Something has been on my mind these past few months. I know I am only 24 and I should not have to worry about dying but truth is, I understand that death can creep up upon you at any time of any day. And it hurts me so knowing that I would not get to say my last few words to people I care about. It hurts me so knowing that the last few words they'll ever hear me say will be "I will be back in five minutes" but unknowingly, the last few words they heard me say was a lie.
So, although blogging has gone out of fashion, I decided to blog anonymously instead and pray that one day when I am gone, they will stumble upon this blog and read my thoughts. So hopefully I will be able to update this blog for as long as I can, but if I do stop updating it, owh well, something must have happened.
I guess I am little bit paranoid but I live life knowing I will die at any time and any place and therefore, I live my life appreciating every moment and ensuring that the people I care about would remember my smiles and everything that is nice about me.
Man, it sure feels good being able to put this out there. Now I can stop worrying about leaving my last few words and worrying more about updating my last few words. Fingers crossed.
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